A long time ago. My childhood, in fact.
I've been interested in hypnosis since I was a little kid. My aunt is a certified hypnotist, so whenever I visited, I asked her to hypnotize me into doing something. I was very young, 3-5 at the time. I remember perfectly her telling me that hypnosis wasn't a toy, it wasn't something to play with, that it was dangerous. On the way home, my mom told me a story about how she made these two guys ballet dance in college. It wasn't her that got me interested, I can't remember what did, but I've been interested in a long, long time.
A few years ago, five, maybe, was when I started to explore my body. Details aren't needed there.
But I found that the most erotic thoughts were of mind control. So one day, about two years later, I decided to search around the web for some things on mind control. I found a few sites on hypnosis, read up, and remembered my childhood fascination with the subject. Not once did I ever expect it to become a fetish. I'm not really complaining. So, being the curious kid I was, I looked around on many hypnosis sites, reading up on the different mistresses, masters, techniques, inductions, everything. I looked at both clean hypnosis and erotic hypnosis, and after searching for so long, I remember trying to become hypnotized by these test videos on this one professional site. It worked to a very low degree. When she told me that I couldn't open my eyes, the snapped shut, and I couldn't open them. Then I found out how to open them, and did, so I moved on to flash effects on another website. None of them worked. So I considered contacting the owner, despite my age. Then I looked at the site. There wasn't a single guy that she hypnotized. You were either a girl, or she made you a girl. I read a few of the subjects' stories, and found that they'd started snooping around the site like I had. But for them, the hypnosis worked. And it became addicting. They contacted her, and she had them. I skimmed over one of her longer stories, about a guy she hypnotized online, a chat log. I only skimmed over the first page. I looked ahead, and saw that on the sixth page (out of seven) there was a warning that the story had hypnotic undertones, that whoever read it would want to be under her control. I learned that day that, regardless of whether it would work or not, she wanted it to. She was evil. I swore that I would never become that.
The days passed. Weeks. Months. Another year had gone by, until it was November 2007. I had done research on hypnosis, little else. I didn't dare to listen to any files, nor watch any hypnosis movies for fear of becoming something I wasn't. I met a girl, and we talked for a bit. She was a nice girl, if a bit overly sexual. One day, she asked for something that turned me on, since she couldn't find any way to do it. After a while of her trying to convince me, I eventually told her that I liked hypnosis. She became intrigued, and went to look it up. I told her that it was a bit dangerous to go around on those kinds of sites. So she asked me to hypnotize her myself. I'd read up enough, so I knew how, but... I didn't trust myself to do too much. She talked me into it, though, so she called, and I started. All I did for a while was put her under, because I knew that going under hypnosis works better if you've done it more. Then I started to do other things, like change the color of her bedsheets, make her forget her name, mind games. But she grew tired of that, and wanted something more sexual. I started small, got more complicated, and watched myself to make sure I wasn't making any changes that would carry on. Just in case, I always had a trigger on her that would put her under immediately so that I could get rid of anything she didn't want(She didn't like me using it to go under because the induction is one of my favorite parts). I did lots of stuff, things that I saw elsewhere, things that she suggested, and things I made up. But in January, she got a boyfriend and told me that it was enough. So I stopped. (The guy was a liar, and he left her quickly after, but I never really hypnotized her much after that.)
Later on, I made a few friends who liked hypnosis as well... Online, of course. I never hypnotized off line. They started telling a few people about me, and I gathered a small following of girls from all over the world. My techniques improved, I figured out how to hypnotize over text (That took a while, and my first method was pretty ridiculous, and mostly involved the girl's gullibility), and I had someone ask me to hypnotize them at least once a day. Lots of fun little things happened, some sexual, some not. But before I hypnotized any of them, I always warned them of the dangers hypnosis posed. I warned them of little loopholes that many other sites left out (things you want can be changed, for example), and tried to reassure them that I would never do any of that. The warnings never scared a single person away. There weren't many people it didn't work on. Whoever didn't go under in text went under in microphone sessions. For a rookie with no training, I wasn't bad at it, I thought.
But these things never last.
In July, I found almost every girl that spoke to me about hypnosis wanting something sexual. Back in April, I was rather hesitant about doing sexual hypnosis. I wasn't really THAT perverted, to be honest. But in July, I found myself saying yes more often. Wanting to do it more, in fact. I found myself changing into something I didn't want to be, and during one trance, I found myself thinking "I could turn her into my slave... Couldn't I? Someone to hypnotize whenever I want, to do whatever I want. She wouldn't mind, I could make her fall in love with the idea." After that one thought, I stopped, woke her up, and told her that I was sorry. I explained why, and she was rather shocked. She understood, thanked me for stopping, and asked what I was going to do now. The two of us decided that I'd stop hypnotizing in one month, on August 22nd (I remember the date because it was one of my girls' birthdays, and I gave her the ability to lucid dream for her birthday. She said it worked, and that she loved it, but I was careful with what I said.).
During that month, I had to explain to my friends that I wouldn't be hypnotizing anymore. I got yelled at a lot, and a lot of them stopped talking to me, so I'm kind of glad I did that now.
But to those who stayed, that last month consisted of some of their favorite trances, and lots of erasing of triggers. When the last day rolled around, only one girl expected to be hypnotized. After that day, since then, I haven't hypnotized anyone. Sweet spamcakes, it's difficult giving up that kind of power.
But hey, in all honesty, it's for the best. I don't want to ruin lives, and I might have had I continued. Plus, it leaves me with a lot more free time. But I had lots of fun times, and if you need an idea for a trance, I could probably dig something out.
But that's my story. Hope you enjoyed reading a little about the history of me.
Subject: My Story Begins... 
Thu Dec 11, 2008 7:14 pm
